I think I am in love.
Or am I just in love,
with the idea of being in love?
Do I love the idea of loving
so much, that I am not really in love,
but just loving the idea of love?
What if, who I think I love
doesn’t act like he loves me?
Should I still love him,
or should I not love him because
I don’t know if he loves me.
He really does love me,
but I do not know it
and he does not show it.
So I stop acting like I love him
because I am not sure if he loves me.
When he sees that I have stopped
acting like I love him,
he stops loving me,
even though I still love him.
Or do I?